Let It Go

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A single day is enough to make us a little larger or, another time, a little smaller

-Paul Klee

Hello Again

Well where should I begin?  One of the things I appreciate about those who I admire in the helping fields is that they come clean about their need to stop. rest. regroup.  These last few weeks of silence have been just that for me.  Taking my own coaching advice if you will.  Some things just were not going well and I thought I could keeping chugging my way through the sludge and then suddenly I couldn't.  

I needed to stop.  Stop trying to convince others that the path I am on is the right one.  Stop trying to apologize about how different the path was from those around me.  Stop trying to still accommodate the old image of me to keep others feeling comfortable while feeling like a big fat imposter to myself.

So yes I can now see the real me coming through.  The life I know is waiting for me not filled with fear about finances.  Letting go of the need to get approval from those I mistakenly chose as my muses who never made time to cultivate what I wanted so badly in my life.  I forgive them for what they could not give and I forgive myself for not realizing that there were others who have been standing in this void of my life though I still chose to look in the wrong direction for support.

Here I am.  And it is good to be back.

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